I just drank a large energy drink and I’m still tired. My weariness comes from serious pressure to stay focused. After everything I’m going through with work and my personal life, I think I deserve to take a vacation.
The last time I went anywhere out of state was 4 years ago when I went to Texas (a man that I loved lived near where I visited.) 3 years before that I went to Japan with my best friend. It’s very rare that I travel somewhere that is not work or event related. Much of this is to do with the fact that I can’t really afford a vacation and/or I’m in full work mode and can’t seem to take the time off. And that is much of what it will be in the future. The only break I really have is just a couple of days to sleep and watch movies. However that is not enough to keep me from hitting what I am doomed to face soon…massive burnout.
Even if it’s only for a few days, I would like to get out of Delaware. Hell, I wouldn’t mind getting out of the United States for a bit. Maybe to revisit Japan. There were some places that my friend and I missed the last time due to the heavy tour schedule. The first thing I have to do is get my money right. Then we’ll see.