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Welp, it’s done. I sent the videos of my singing and my monologues. I did the very best with what I had (which wasn’t much) and to be honest…in my opinion it still wasn’t great. I could make valid excuses for why I don’t feel like my submissions weren’t great (like: little time to prepare, weak singing, the fact that I have two other shows on my plate right now, trying to figure out how to make more money, etc.) but that won’t be good enough for school. You can’t make excuses, you just have to do it. And if you fail, you fail. 

So, now I’m looking at alternatives here in the U.S. just in case they say “thanks, but no thanks.”  Truth be told, I don’t know how I was going to be able to move to Ireland anyway. This may all be just a pipe dream and another loss I will have to take.

(Might as well, I used to being a loser at this point.)