Why is attending this school important to me?
Because it will provide me a Bachelors Degree.
I will be a properly trained actress.
It provides me an opportunity to move somewhere new. (For instance, out of the country.)
My family will have to take care of themselves and I can finally focus on me. (Sounds selfish but this dynamic has become toxic.)
I can finally break out of this rut…
…but at the rate things are going, I don’t know if I’m going to make it.
Just when I finally found my freedom and a new life; I’m chained here still. I have no idea how I’m going to manifest the money I need in two months to start school. I have no idea where to start? I thought I had my aid and just enough in the bank to start a new life. Now I only have just enough in the bank to worry about where to get the rest of it. I really wanted this badly but it was not meant to be I suppose. I’m at a loss.