I’ve hit that brick wall again. No loans. No scholarships. No gigs. No callbacks. Just no all around.
Times like this is when I try to find the lesson, but frankly I’m too tired.
I know all about the power of positivity. I know that what you think about you bring about. I just can’t anymore. I’m forever doomed to stay stuck in this rut. To always come so close but no cigar. To miss opportunities. To see others ride off into the sunset, while I remain in the darkness. I’m frustrated, I’m angry, and as much as I’m trying not to hate my life right now…I do. How in the hell does a person turn this around? Because I got nothing.