(Source: Classical Art Memes Facebook.)
Today would have been my orientation at my school. Alas, I am here stateside. I know I droll on and on about school, but I really wanted this.
It has been my dream to study overseas since I was a kid although the country and major was different back then. It all feels like a bad heartbreak. Hell, the pain from this is worse than the heartbreak I received from the guy I was in love with! Maybe because I had more control over this situation and still failed; as opposed to trying to win the love of someone who didn’t love me, which is completely out of my control.
I’m just really sad, but I’m trying to find ways to channel that sadness into something productive.